What was trapped (emotionally) inside all of that weight? All of the stuff that occurred when I gained the weight. So as the weight melted away, all of the trapped emotions (which I could not handle at the time) were released.
No wonder then, the release created a clusterfuck the size of the Grand Canyon.
No wonder then, I have a scar and a concussion and a black eye and two swollen feet and an arrest record.
Demons -- especially those well-taken care of -- do not go easily.
It's a God-damned miracle I'm upright at all.
It is amazing how our physical bodies react to our emotional baggage and how our emotional baggage reacts to our physical bodies...
ReplyDeleteCongrats on the weight loss!!